I held out pretty long before I really had an affair, but I got lots of attention from my father physically. He was always trying to sleep with me ... from the age of about seven on. Only I resisted that. And one of my brothers who claimed that sisters were there for the purpose of teaching ... a sister and brother should teach each other the rules and the game of making love; and I wouldn't fall for that either. I just felt, I had no reason to feel. Nobody told me that incest was a bad thing or anything, but I just didn't feel turned on by them.