I'm clearly a small-minded person, with my own petty grievances. Hopefully, my work transcends my own petty grievances and small-minded nature. It's best for me to remain small-minded on an emotional level and broad-minded on a conceptual level. It doesn't matter whatever it is that makes me do my work. Neurosis, obsession, wanting people to like me, wanting my parents to feel bad for underrating me, making a lot of money, power, social status, wanting girls to like me or just to meet one girl on a job. All of this doesn't matter as long as the work that I do to achieve these small-minded needs is a lot more interesting than me and my reasons for making it.