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Experimentally she thinks about dumping toxic waste in pristine wilderness and killing the last great apes on earth with a club. She still finds both those thoughts disgusting. This is a relief; it seems to her that she's just selfish, not evil.
She was always taught they're the same thing. She hopes she remembers, when she gets out of all this, that they're not.